Life Goes On

I still miss my dear Hudson. I know he is in a better place, where he will never be hurt again (he was killed by other dogs). He's free, running around in Heaven. He's there waiting for me and Rubby :)) We still talk about him, my family. My little nieces and nephews still miss him alot. They keep telling me that. He was (is) a special dog! He touched many lives during his short life on this world.

 I thank God daily, for giving me such a wonderful dog. He taught me unconditional love, patience, and compassion. He made me laugh with his funny antics. Before i had him, i prayed to God to give me a companion, anything, anybody i said. The next day, i got him. a little fur ball lol. he was so cute, i just fell in love. i never wanted to get a dog, but it was my nephew Joshim who asked me if i wanted to get one. He said, that there were 2 puppies left, a male and female. i said, well "i don't want a female because i might start crying if i see her getting banged by big dogs (mini poodle, was the mother), so i said, "get me the male" an' it was Hudson *L* i'm so glad i did.

I decided to name him Hudson. After the man who raised me, Joshua Hudson. Joshua was in a common law relationship with my late mother (from the age of 3 to when i turned 14). Joshua just passed away, the day before (August 13, 2009). My parents were both deceased, and now Joshua passed. i felt so lonely and so alone now in this world. That's when i prayed to God for companionship. I had my cat Rubby for a year, but you know cats, they do their own thing. Hudson, sure filled that spot :)

Hudson got himself a mate, from across the road. She actually moved over lol. I didn't know her name, so i called her, Li'l B. Hudson mated with her and they had one puppy. I was surprised when my friend Eric told me that there was a puppy in the dog house on my front patio. I went to check, sure enough, there was

one. He was born in there! He was already born, when we got evacuated (due to the forest fire). Just before we left, i remembered, "the puppy!" I went to look, the puppy and Li'l B were not there. I think, she knew we were gonna leave.

I was so worried about them during our evacuation. but when we returned, two weeks later, Li'l B was outside the house (as soon as we got off the bus, Hudson went straight to her and sniffed her butt LMAO!) After i unlocked my front door, Rubby came running, meowing like crazy (he went home the day before, with his cousin Stephanie, my neice, lol). he spent the night alone, he made it sound like he never seen me for ages :D I went to check out the dog house, the puppy was there. LOL! I named him, Li'l Hudson (the MNR firefighters, fed the dogs while everyone was gone).

Yea, it's amazing how things work out. Even though, i am saddened by his death, he left me a part of him. He actually left me his son. his seed. haha :) I'm so happy to have him Li'l Hudson and Li'l B. By the way, she's preggo again. when i noticed that she was, i said to her "you litto B, you cheated on Hudson." "how could you!" LOL. yea, she was bothered by the male dogs, she gave in lol. let's see how many she has.

Li'l Hudson is getting big. He's spying on me through the window. he took over his dad's spot and his bed outside the window. he does have alot of same characteristics as Hudson Sr. it surprised me alot. especially when he yawns, he has to make that noise (a little screech) every time! lol. when he was born, he looked black like his momma, but his fur is changing, getting lighter. grayish. turning light blonde, on his white fur, the top of his paws and chest area (you can notice it in this picture). he has the same white paws as his dad tho, and he has the same facial features.  li'l Hudson always wants to give me handshakes.  it didn't take me long to teach him that either. 

li'l Hudson is still kinda skittish, even to me, but times, he just wants my undivided attention. he comes in through the window and lays right against me (what Hudson use to do). he loves to stare, sometimes, i think it's Hudson visiting me through him. i know it's weird, but that's what i sense... especially when he paws at me, touching my shoulder when he's sitting next to me on the bed. that's what his daddy use to do to me too. he is comforting me, i'm sooo glad he is here with me ~ thank you God and thank you Hudson, for leaving me Li'l Hudson.

***LI'L B JOINED HUDSON ON MARCH 13, 2012***

*** LI'L HUDSON JOINED HIS FURRY PARENTS AT THE RAINBOW BRIDGE ON FEBRUARY 11,/2013***

Do Dogs go to Heaven?

by Lisa Morrisseau on Saturday, September 10, 2011 at 4:02pm

HUDSON

This is a question that many broken hearted pet owners have asked. wondering where our furbabies go when they leave, this world. I've been already wondering this question for months previous to Hudson's passing (Sept. 8). I've had many dreams of him, where i have lost him. I couldn't find him and I would be freakin' out. Maybe this was God's way of telling me that Hudson would be leaving me soon.

Even when we were evacuated to Geraldton (Ontario) due to the forest fires, i had my fear of losing him in my mind. i was extra careful. he was such a good dog there. he was so well-behaved, he didn't bark or whine. the only time he barked was when Carl Rae's Pug walked by the door, where our cot was (he was running loose in the hallways). he gave three loud barks and growled for a few secs. everyone was asleep, it was in the middle of the night (we were all sleeping in a gym). Some people asked me in the morning, what was wrong with Hudson last night. haha :)

HUTTON (JANUARY 2013) & ANGELO (APRIL 2013)

I am thankful and feel very blessed that God gave me such a wonderful companion and that he took him back. It is God's Will to give and take. I understand that. As my cousin Veronica wrote, to me "Hudson is with your mom....probably rubbing up against her feet" lol. thanks for the laugh my cousin. you actually made me laugh out loud (LOL)

I've been reading some stories online, about people who have seen their pets on the otherside. here is a bit of

one of the stories, i really enjoyed this one.

This 13 year old girl died on the operating table. she was having open heart surgery:The ride through the tunnel was like nothing else. I remember thinking, "So this is death."

The tunnel was dark, and every once in a while something that looking like lightning would flash across my path. These flashes were brilliant in color and didn't scare me. At the end of the tunnel was a bright light.

LI'L B, HUDSON JR., & ANGELO

From the light came two dogs of mine. One was a collie named Mimi who had died three years previously from an infection, and the other was a box named Sam who had died two years before after being hit by a car. The dogs came running and jumped on me and kissed my face with their tongues. Their tongues weren't wet, and I felt no weight when they jumped on me.  The dogs seemed to glow from a light that was inside them.

I recall saying to myself, "Thank you, God, for letting my dogs be alive." I hugged my dogs as tight as I could.

I then called my dogs and together we started walking toward the light. All colors were in the light and it was warm, a living thing, and there were people as far as the eye could see, and they were glowing with an inner light - just like my dogs. In the distance I could see fields, hills, and a sky.

LI'L B & ANGELO

The light spoke and it said, "Lynn, it is not time for you yet.  Go back, child." I put my hand up to touch the top of the light. I knew then that I had touched the face of God. I told God that I loved him, and I wanted to stay with him.

Again the light said, "Lynn, go back. It is not time for you. You have work to do for me.  Go back." I know this sounds silly, but I asked the light, "If I go, can I come back and will my dogs still be here waiting for me?" The light said yes.

So do Dogs go to Heaven? i say YES! some of them, anyways. Everyone knows that there are good and bad dogs here on this world. Just like us humans ~ Just reading stories like this is making my grief go away.

BELLA (APRIL 3, 2013)

i've been praying to God to heal my heart and HE SURELY IS! So, if i want to see Hudson again and all my other pets, I will have go to Heaven too. I really want to! I am willing to change my life and get it right with God. I want to praise him and save as many people as i can for him. I want to shine with all that brilliant inner light. My heart is soaring! :D