Sunday, May 5, 2013

Life Goes On

I still miss my dear Hudson. I know he is in a better place, where he will never be hurt again (he was killed by other dogs). He's free, running around in Heaven. He's there waiting for me and Rubby :)) We still talk about him, my family. My little nieces and nephews still miss him alot. They keep telling me that. He was (is) a special dog! He touched many lives during his short life on this world.

 I thank God daily, for giving me such a wonderful dog. He taught me unconditional love, patience, and compassion. He made me laugh with his funny antics. Before i had him, i prayed to God to give me a companion, anything, anybody i said. The next day, i got him. a little fur ball lol. he was so cute, i just fell in love. i never wanted to get a dog, but it was my nephew Joshim who asked me if i wanted to get one. He said, that there were 2 puppies left, a male and female. i said, well "i don't want a female because i might start crying if i see her getting banged by big dogs (mini poodle, was the mother), so i said, "get me the male" an' it was Hudson *L* i'm so glad i did.

I decided to name him Hudson. After the man who raised me, Joshua Hudson. Joshua was in a common law relationship with my late mother (from the age of 3 to when i turned 14). Joshua just passed away, the day before (August 13, 2009). My parents were both deceased, and now Joshua passed. i felt so lonely and so alone now in this world. That's when i prayed to God for companionship. I had my cat Rubby for a year, but you know cats, they do their own thing. Hudson, sure filled that spot :)

Hudson got himself a mate, from across the road. She actually moved over lol. I didn't know her name, so i called her, Li'l B. Hudson mated with her and they had one puppy. I was surprised when my friend Eric told me that there was a puppy in the dog house on my front patio. I went to check, sure enough, there was
one. He was born in there! He was already born, when we got evacuated (due to the forest fire). Just before we left, i remembered, "the puppy!" I went to look, the puppy and Li'l B were not there. I think, she knew we were gonna leave.

I was so worried about them during our evacuation. but when we returned, two weeks later, Li'l B was outside the house (as soon as we got off the bus, Hudson went straight to her and sniffed her butt LMAO!) After i unlocked my front door, Rubby came running, meowing like crazy (he went home the day before, with his cousin Stephanie, my neice, lol). he spent the night alone, he made it sound like he never seen me for ages :D I went to check out the dog house, the puppy was there. LOL! I named him, Li'l Hudson (the MNR firefighters, fed the dogs while everyone was gone).

Yea, it's amazing how things work out. Even though, i am saddened by his death, he left me a part of him. He actually left me his son. his seed. haha :) I'm so happy to have him Li'l Hudson and Li'l B. By the way, she's preggo again. when i noticed that she was, i said to her "you litto B, you cheated on Hudson." "how could you!" LOL. yea, she was bothered by the male dogs, she gave in lol. let's see how many she has.

Li'l Hudson is getting big. He's spying on me through the window. he took over his dad's spot and his bed outside the window. he does have alot of same characteristics as Hudson Sr. it surprised me alot. especially when he yawns, he has to make that noise (a little screech) every time! lol. when he was born, he looked black like his momma, but his fur is changing, getting lighter. grayish. turning light blonde, on his white fur, the top of his paws and chest area (you can notice it in this picture). he has the same white paws as his dad tho, and he has the same facial features.  li'l Hudson always wants to give me handshakes.  it didn't take me long to teach him that either. 

li'l Hudson is still kinda skittish, even to me, but times, he just wants my undivided attention. he comes in through the window and lays right against me (what Hudson use to do). he loves to stare, sometimes, i think it's Hudson visiting me through him. i know it's weird, but that's what i sense... especially when he paws at me, touching my shoulder when he's sitting next to me on the bed. that's what his daddy use to do to me too. he is comforting me, i'm sooo glad he is here with me ~ thank you God and thank you Hudson, for leaving me Li'l Hudson.

***LI'L B JOINED HUDSON ON MARCH 13, 2012***
*** LI'L HUDSON JOINED HIS FURRY PARENTS AT THE RAINBOW BRIDGE ON FEBRUARY 11,/2013***

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